I get it, I’m single. There is absolutely no reason for you to think you’re better than me because you have a fucking boyfriend. good for you.
My heart has been so heavy since you left
Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be.
Can’t remember what went wrong last September, though I’m sure that you’d remind me if you had to
It’s usually late at night that I feel like not having boyfriend, especially when my friends all do (practically), means that there is something wrong with me and I’m not good enough. I’m tired of feeling ugly and defective. #imbeingemotional #suckit
One last thought: I’m very different at night than I am during the day
I like witty banter. I like to challenge/be challenged. I like sarcasm. I like late night texts. I’ll fight you if you try to cuddle with me. If I do cuddle with you I clearly want to impress you, or I like you, if I like it then I probably damn near love you. I’m a control freak. I like to think I’m funny. I’ll probably like my jokes better than yours. I care a lot about my clothing. I tend to like boys who don’t notice me. If I like you you’ll never see me without make up. I like to drink more than I can handle. I probably won’t remember drinking more than I should, ever. I do things just because I can and mean nothing by it. If you hurt my feelings I’ll be spiteful. If you hurt my friend’s feelings I’ll show you my crazy. If you tell me you love me I probably won’t believe you. If you show me you love me I’ll trust you. I’m currently rambling. I ramble a lot. If I really like you I’ll ramble for hours if you let me. I over analyze things. I judge myself and others. I like flowers. Please don’t ever give me chocolates. I like trash TV. and lastly If you’re a good person and have honest intentions I’ll probably, eventually, let you in. Just don’t try to bullshit me, i’m allergic to that crap.